When do you know it's over?
Anytime we feel sad or disillusioned about where our love lives are
going music comforts us, the lyrics guide us(This actually reminds me of the
movie Music & Lyrics if you haven't watched it then shame on you). In it we find solace and a mirrored emotion
that helps us to relate with what i can only call everyone's reality.
We try to process the break up understand what we did wrong
and if possibly we could have done anything differently, half the time we don't
get it right. We end up with assumptions of what we think we didn't do never
truly addressing the issue as we should have thus beginning a cycle of never
budding romance. So I decided to do a self evaluation. A journey of self discovery riddled with
answers hidden in a shrouded past. I wanted to find out why I was so hell bent
on a path of self destruction (maybe I'm being a bit dramatic but you get the
point)
So I've done this for about
two months now, studying my reckless patterns and trying to find out its
inception and I think I'm nearing it. As of now my believe is there are certain
aspects of your past(people included) that you have to completely let go of.
I'm not talking about I'll call you once in a while I mean I'll never see you
again goodbye because as long as there's a part of you that will always ask
"what if" you can never truly move on. Now I know most people don't
agree with me, heck if you had told me this about a month ago I would have
probably been your number one opposition but we grow and learn right? Love is
not a switch it can't be turned on and off as you please so my advice, when
your right hand offends you cut it off. For as long as you entertain this could
be, would have been love it holds you back and all you can give is half of your
heart. I for one don't wanna do that, I don't wanna love someone with half of
my heart if they are gonna love me with all of theirs.
i'm just sayinG
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